This waiting is frustrating, and yes I am eating more out of frustration. I want to go on the optifast diet now, but my doctor says I have to keep my diet the same for the gastroscropy and colonoscopy so it doesn't give a false positive. Fingers crossed this surgery is soon as I'm not pushing back the Sleeve for anything.
Speaking of this, the Surgeon said I was on the public hospitals April list, wonder when they actually send confirmation out. So many little things frustrating me.
Well have decided to put my weight history here, also my embarrassing current weight. But as I read on another blog today, I have to own it.
01/2012 176.50 (Surgeon /weigh in)
06/2011 172.80 (Weight Watchers)
09/2010 151.50 (Doctors)
09/2008 130.00 (Family Death)
03/2008 134.00 (Best friends Wedding)
09/2006 128.00 (Wonderful what getting rid of Ex husband can do)
10/2005 162.10 (Weight Watchers)
03/2003 146.00 (Birth of 5th Child)
07/1999 153.00 (Birth of 3 &4 Child)
01/1997 138.00 (Weight Watchers)
02/1996 141.00 (Birth of first Child)
02/1995 123.80 (Playing sport 4 times a week)
01/1995 128.00 (Started Weight Watchers)
11/1990 101.00 (Wedding day)
11/1990 99.00 (3 weeks before Wedding)
07/1990 118.00 (Started Jenny Craig)
12/1987 90.00 (End of High School)
Well its out there now, but my next list is going to be decreasing not climbing like this one did over the years.
41 days till April, but don't now how many more days to add onto that yet. Arrrghhhhh